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September 13, 2007
The End of the Beginning
As the circle of light increase, so does the circumference of darkness surrounding it – Albert Einstein
I don’t know about anyone else but my head’s in a bit of a mess. The thought’s driving thru my brain right now seem to run contrary to what my gut tells me , I’m all over the place like a dogs breakfast and as conflicted as a Geelong council member. Imagine delusions of grandeur mixed with historical dread and stirred with eternal hope and you will get an idea of the way I’m feeling. “Keep the lid on it”, “enjoy the experience”,” the only team that can beat Geelong is. Geelong” meanwhile “the Cats will crash like they always do”, “They haven’t won anything yet” , “please , not again !!” I want to scream out with confidence but my tongue seems to be restrained not unlike like another Cam Ling victim. I want to jump with joy but at the same time play it cool. I want to believe its more than an illusion and most of all ,I just don’t to say or do anything that stuffs it up.
I’m an amalgam of my experiences. I’m a supporter who has ridden the “Big Dipper” and knows it doesn’t always stay on the tracks. I have followed teams that had tight backlines , I have followed teams with champion forwardlines and I’m yet I’m still to witness a happy resolution to the season. Now ,I’m following a team that has other teams worried, their looking the goods. So much so that their trying abnormal tactics like pre-game rough stuff and talking it up in the media. I’m following a team that looks to finally have all the answers yet I’m also following a club that has toyed with my emotions like a heatless witch.
Logically , I can see our side this year is probably the most dominant version of the Hoops I’ve ever had the thrill to experience. Logically , I can see if it was Essendon or West Coast that was doing , what we are doing , Id be saying it’s a “done deal”. Logically , I can see that we are the best side , to this point , but emotionally I’m still looking for what’s going to bring it all down , I’m still just waiting for the thing that’s going to crash my mental stability like a Supercar in a wet Bathurst. I’m just not used to it going this well. For so long I’ve been seeing this pin point of light at the end of the tunnel and now that the light is as bright as the midday sun , I’m feeling slightly uncomfortable. Like a rabbit that prefers the comforting darkness , I too am finding that I’m just not used to being the follower of the standout team.
There is no doubt that this group is on the verge of making its own history but just what type of history will it be? Get the job done who knows what are the limits , but miss , for what ever reason , and I just don’t want to think about the consequences. One journey is coming to an end and another is about to begin. No more can we say , were rebuilding , no more can we say that there is plenty of time. We are now at the failsafe , it’s time to lift off , its time to fly.
No matter what , It’s the end of the beginning , it’s the end of the abstract out of focus future , the future is now , this is it.
I thought losing was hard to take , but I guess winning is just as tough , especially when you really are not used to it. Who say’s it only a game?
Posted by Turbocat at September 13, 2007 09:38 PM
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